Hopeless..

*For….. You Know Who..

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Did you remember that I always be there for you?

Whenever  and wherever you need me, I’ll make my own way to meet you.

Did you forget that I always fight for you?

Every breath I take, it’s for you and I battle ‘till the death.

Didn’t I make you clear…?

That I always DO what you say, until… 

You lost control. 

You had an affair with a man, that I never knew before. 

Once in a life time, you’ve betrayed me for YEARS. 

Did I forgive you?

I don’t have to give you an answer because for me, your HAPPINESS  is EVERYTHING. 

Then, when I need to search my own happiness, why were you so sad?

You even accused me that I was leaving you. 

Why did you never read the sign that God has given to you? 

I asked for your forgiveness, thousand times. I forgave you, in million times.. 

You’ve never change. 

I tried to be a looser again – to make you win. But, I let you know, I sometimes want to be a winner. 

I’m losing my faith. Can I survive this time?

Will you give me any clues, God...?