In Pain..

I remembered the day when I wait for the cloud-

Roar its thunder out loud.

I even not afraid- if the lightning comin’

Instead I’ll stay outside- you can’t drag me in.    

Then, why I should put up with the rain –

That made me dripping wet in pain?

Sneezing – cold, and shivering

Without anyone knows what am I thinking.

Couldn’t run anywhere, anymore –

Because my clothes even were not able to be wore.

I don’t want to be naked –

Waiting something that will come-  but exhausted.      

And let me say to you- once in my life.., 

I don’t want to see a rainbow for the first time.    

 

It’s too painful –

And you got over the rule.       

For my Rainbow ::

“it’s always being hurt - But I don’t know why I can stay.”

I wish you could be Edward and says Bella’s sentence to me that..

“If you stay, I don’t need heaven…”

Mullumbimby, 15 Nov 09